It's a constant question, right? "Am I doing the right thing? Is my energy going to the right place?"
Well. I have no idea. All I know is what I like to do when I don't *have* to do anything. So. That's where the energy goes. That's the light--literal, figurative, what-have-you.
When I don't know the answer, I get outside. Outside of myself, outside of my house, into light, into darkness, whatever the organic state of the world happens to be. That's where the downloads, the information, the inspiration comes from.
Find the light; the outcome is assured.